"What of you? How did you come to bear the mantle of the Falcuhn...?"
I sat back and looked down at the fire, then picked up a stick and poked at it. I asked myself that very question throughout the years, when I was involved in one bizarre situation after another, or sat, cold and hungry, outside some city I didn't have enough coin to enter. There were plenty of opportunities to question it, to question myself, to question the very world around me and to wonder why I didn't just settle down with some well-meaning and congenial farmer who would offer sturdy walls and a warm bed. Or, better yet, a brewmaster with his own tavern. But there would always be people to toil in the fields, to provide people with their vices and to wash up after them and not—as I learned long ago, someone to care that they did, or even that they lived.
My first memory that mattered was of a wisp of smoke curling above the pointed trees that dotted the hillsides in Kenemeh. I had survived five or six winters by then, and my father had grudgingly come to accept my presence. He and I walked along the the base of the hills, weaving in and out of the forest, he with his bow ready and me stumbling over roots, rocks and ducking branches as I tried to stay close to him. So far, my first hunting lesson was similar to those handed down as he taught me how to plant seeds, milk a goat or the proper way to act at mealtime: stay quiet and try to keep up.
I tugged at the bottom of his shirt, eliciting a hiss of frustration. He stopped and turned abruptly, face painted with impatience, probably expecting me to tell him I was tired, cold or needed a bush. All three, in fact, were true, but even then I knew better than to speak of my many wants or needs. Instead, I just pointed to the black smear over the horizon. He followed my wavering finger and swore quietly.
"Too much smoke to be a campfire," he muttered. He ran a calloused hand through his thinning hair, then looked down at me. "Can you find your way back on your own?"
He must have seen the terror in my eyes. We had been walking for hours and I lacked his memory of the land. I saw myself wandering, cold and crying, until my whimpers attracted a pack of hungry wolves. I shook my head, my lip quivering.
He crouched and gripped each of my shoulders. "Girl, you must know the way by now." If it weren't for my mother, I wouldn't know my name.
I shook my head again. I didn't want to leave his side.
He stood up and scratched his head with a barely concealed grunt of disgust. He slung his bow over his shoulder and loosened his knife in its sheath. "We won't get too close. I only want to see what happened and if anyone needs help. We'll need to be careful, too, so..."
"Be quiet and try to keep up," I mumbled.
"There's a good girl." He scanned the horizon again, looking for some kind of clue, then started up the slope. We would stay among the trees now, I knew, and move as quietly as we could. I suddenly realized why we had seen no game yet that day. The woods were utterly silent; the skies free of birds. All the woodland creatures were cloaked in shadows, hiding in their dens or concealed thickets. We were the only things moving in the forest and I felt very much out of place. Every twig I snapped sounded like a thunderclap.
My father moved ahead of me like a shadow while I clumsily stumbled behind him, shivering in the ominous silence.
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